Another 7 more days and it's our 1 year anniversary..
I'm sorry to say that we don't have a chance to celebrate together.
Becoz' on 21st March 2012, we broke up.

It was supposed to be just small quarrels, but everything ended becoz of your stubbornness and selfishness, at the same time, I've reached my limits already..
I'm like no other girls, all I ever wanted was someone to love me, appreciate me, at the same time, 哄哄 me when I throw 小姐脾气。

I don't expect you to be rich, becoz' I dont want finance to be an obstacle in our relationship. Thus, whenever you want anything, I tried my best to get it for you.

I really tried my best to give you with whatever I've got. Whenever you're angry with me or whenever we quarrel, you always ignore my calls and I've to be the one waiting outside your house for you.

Somehow, I feel like the "man" in this relationship, when you are angry, I need to 哄 you. When you are in pain, I need to Sayang you. When you are sad, I need to make you happy, When you are frustrated and in a dilemma, I am here for you. When you are broke, I have to pay for you.

& I find this so true you know.

1. A man won't let go if he really loves you.
- Do not hold on to someone who has let go of you. He does not love you and does not value having you. Believe me, he will not let go if he really loves you. There is another reason he is not willing to tell.

And after this 11months 23 days, I just realised that you don't love me at all. If you love me, you wouldn't have let me go so easily..I'm really disappointed with you..

Maybe it's not true, maybe you will say that you let me go so easily becoz' you want me find a better guy, maybe you just think that this is just a small quarrel, you sleep and wake up and everything will be fine tomorrow. I don't know. But from my perspective, I believe that you don't love me as much as I do..

Anyway, I made this blog just for you. You know how I always forget what we do during our monthsary. Thus, I decided to create this blog to note down everything that we did. I know you would feel sad becoz' every month you try your very best to plan for me but I don't remember it.. So that the next time you ask me, I would be able to reply you every little details with confident. But I guess there won't be a need for this anymore..I hope you will be able to find a better girlfriend, better than me. But bare in mind that if you want me back into your life, you have to prove to me that you would love me and you appreciate me.  Good luck.